Take a break

So as the day went on my emotions as usual go from one extreme to the other. Not only am I a cancer mom I am a 36 almost 37 year old woman filled with hormones up to my eyeballs and I am on yet another diet since I have put on so many lbs with all the stress we have endured. So I am hungry and crabby and after a few hours of that I said f*ck it, let’s go outside.  The garage radio blaring some 70’s rock band summer anthems as we blew bubbles and enjoy the sunshine and fresh air. Walking bare foot on the warm concrete of the drive way after the cold snowy winter is almost empowering. A sense of seasonal freedom by not needing a coat!!!!  No bundling up, just sitting in a folding chair in a tank top and my hair blowing in the breeze while Adler and I watch the bubbles fly as far as they can before they pop. I can smell the magnolias and lilacs and someone grilling already……did I mention I was on a diet??  Ugh. The sounds of bees buzzing by and sprinklers twirling in the neighbors yard reminds me why we bought this house almost 8 years ago. Before a baby, before cancer before the PAIN. When all was “normal”.  Sunshine day dreams capping off the day…….🌞🌞🌞🌞🌞


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